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jessica donghae heechul yoona
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Heechul confesses to Sica that he loves her. but sica is in a relationship with donghae. what will sica do?
read more and you'll find the answer! :)
(this is my first fic, so all apologies to all readers if it's too short or a bit boring! enjoy, and comment please~ gomawooo)
Chapter 1
Foreword
Sica POV~
"Donghae-ah.." i shoved hae's arm.
"mwo?" he didn't move or even look at me. He kept on playing with his iPhone.
i stood up from the sofa and grabbed his iphone. "Oppa, can we go get some food? i'm starving. " i pleaded.
Hae smiled and shook his head. "go by yourself. im busy here. can't you see? " then he brought his eyes back to the iphone.
i walked to the kitchen and frowned.
AISH. What is wrong with you, Hae? Are you hating me? what is wrong with you? are you mad at me?
then i just remembered that i did something to him, so maybe that's why he was avoiding me. i thought and thought. AHA!
Maybe it was because of last night! i cooked him dinner with brocolli in it! i knew he hated brocolli, then why would i cook that stupid meal? PABO! PABO! i said to myself. i peeked out from the kitchen. go on sica, apologize.
i took a breath and walked to the sofa he was sitting on.
Hae's POV~
i can't believe it! Kyuhyun got a chance to record a song with BOA?? What does that mean? i was half happy half jealous. i thought he wasn't a fan of BOA, and then this morning he just accepted BOA to sing together??? CHO KYUHYUN , NO APOLOGIES FOR YOU!!!
i frowned and stared at Sica. i was still frowning.
Sica's POV~
HUWWAA! what is this? why is oppa staring at me like i did something really bad?? was the brocolli soup really that bad?? oh oppa please don't hate me for giving you brocolli soup!! i covered my red face with my hands.
Hae'S POV~
what is sica doing? and why is she covering her face with her hands? i grabbed her hand. "Sica? what's wrong?"
she answered slowly, "Are you mad at me? JEONGMAL MIANHAE.....i know you hate brocolli and im sorry i made you have to eat brocolli soup last night!!!" she half shouted. then she started wailing in front of me.
WHOA. "what does me mad at kyuhyun have to do with the brocolli soup you made?" i asked. i'm lost.
she stopped wailing. "so you're not mad at the brocolli soup and me?"
i shook my head. "Anniyo, sica-ya. " i smiled.
she laughed in relief. "AHH, i thought you were mad at me." she went to the kitchen again.
Sica, oh Sica. you're still that plain little ice princess i know.
Chapter 2
Sica's Pov~
Sweat was covering my face. i grabbed my water bottle from the edge of the dance room and sat next to Tiffany, who was showering in drops of sweat, just like me.
"sica, how's donghae?" she asked.
"oh he's fine. " i answered without looking. "how's siwon oppa?"
"he's got a flu cause of kyu. kyu threw a pot of cold water on him cuz he won't wake up." she explained.
what a way to wake up a guy.
just then, a text message got in my inbox. fresh from hae~
From: Lee Fishie
RE: -
sica honey, i'm going to your dance practice. is that ok with you? otw now. bye
i quickly replied a friendly "yes" and i flipped my cellphone back into my bag
oh i do need a bathroom break. So I stood up to go to the women'sroom.
i opened the toliet door with a tissue on my hand. AH much better.
finally i can practice seriously. i wondered if Hae was alerady here, so i peeked to the dance room.
Ah, there's Tiffany, Sooyoung busy with her potato chips, Sunny busy texting Sungmin oppa. Seohyun, Yoona and Yuri were busy lipsinging Kissing You in front of ther webcam. Taeyeon was looking at a magazine. Just then Hyeoyoon came from behind like a ghost and patted my shoulder. "Onnie, heechul oppa is waiting for you outside on the garden roof. he said he wanted your help with something..."
" what kind of help, hyeo?"
"idk, but he said he really needs you know." she went inside the dance room to join sooyoung's potato chip fest.
I ran upstairs to the garden roof and opened the transparent door. there was heechul oppa, sitting on a bench, facing the view of north seoul.
i walked out and just when i wanted to say his name, he welcomed me.
"annyeong, sica-ya. sit here with me. " he offered me.
i came to him and sat with him. "what help do you need, oppa?"
he looked serious. he faced me and then chuckled. "you do look so happy."
i wrinked my nose. "what do you mean oppa? of course i'm happy to see you." heechul oppa is like my own birth brother, he knew me since i was a trainee.
"i don't mean that. "
i frowned.
"i know you're happy with Hae."
"then...so?" this is getting weirder. and why is my heart thumping so fast?
"look, i just wanna confess something. i like you. i like you from the moment you knew me."
i was shocked. what? heechul oppa? likes me? "Is that true?"
he nodded slowly. "100%"
"but.....why didn't you tell me?"
"i knew you already loved hae, so i kept it secret until you were in a relationship with him." he answered.
i was still a bit stiff about what heechul oppa just said. then all of a sudden, heechul oppa hugged me.
"but i know you're happy with donghae-ya. i'm happy too to hear that, sica."
i was stuck in his hug. "oppa...."
Just then the garden door flinged open. Hae was standing there, looking at us hugging.
i let go of heechul's hug and stood up. i ran to hae.
"Hae, this isn't what you saw. heechul oppa was-----" i grabbed his arm
he let go of my hand by shaking it and stared at me with a cold stare. "Look, if you're not happy with me, it's okay. Let's break up, sica. That's fine with me. i can handle it. Goodbye."
he easily turned around and left me with heechul oppa.
then the rain began to pour. i sat on the wet floor and cried.
"DONGHAE-YA!"
*****
Chapter 3
Sica's POV~
i sat in my cold window sill, just starin at the rainy night in seoul.
The recent songs i've played for 2 hours:
2NE1 - Lonely
SNSD - Mistake
those songs stuck in my head.
GOSH. what have i done? Oh, hae... you know i still love you! i still want to love you until my life ends.......OH LEE DONGHAE....
Hae's POV~
22.37 pm. The AC is cold, but not as cold as what i'm feeling now. I can't believe sica would treat me like that. I know i'm not that popular like that Kim Heechul, but at least she could respect her own boyfriend! and i damn know sica is like heechul's own dongsaeng, but does she have to cheat on me?
i know Lee Donghae, it's just a stupid hug in a stupid autumn afternoon sky, but why is this thing making me CRAZY???
i walked out of my dorm and knocked at Hyuk's dorm.
"hyuk jae-ya! are you in there?"
out came the dancing machine who always made me smile. "What?"
at first he wasn't really excited to see me knocking on his door, but then he saw how horrible my face looked.
"WHOA. what happened to you?" he asked me, letting me in.
i sat on his bed and sighed. i said nothing.
"it's sica, isn't it?" he guessed.
"ne. aishh she made me angry." i threw a pillow at super junior's monkey.
the monkey caught it and sat next to me. "what did she do?" he asked, putting a small chocolate chip in his mouth.
"she cheated." i said, simply.
"BLLEEKH! " hyuk spitted out his chocochip and stared at me. "Dude, you serious???"
"well?" hyuk, can't you see my poor face?
hyuk nodded slowly and ate another chocochip. "I get it."
"i mean, what did i do? i've treated her nicely, i bought her so many things, i care for her, and she just easily cheated on me???? is that the way to treat someone who's done so many nice things to you?" i looked and then pointed at Hyuk. "what if hyeoyeon did that to you??"
hyuk glared at me o.O"
"hyeoyeon?? no........no!!! don't think of those horrible things, hae! i don't want hyeo to hate me!!!" he whined just like his dog, choco.
Hyeo's POV~
Ah, what a beautiful night. i was just going to open the door to my wardrobe, then suddenly, i felt that tomorrow i have to kick hyuk's ass. i don't know what made me. but i think he's talking about me. hmmm. ;(
Hae's POV~
i rolled my eyes. "okay, i'll stop." i walked to the door and left him with his chocochips. "thanks anyway, hyuk."
i went back to my bed and closed my eyes and tried to forget everything.
Sica's POV~
-23.56pm-
i took my blackberry from my desk and tried to text hae.
To: Lee Fishie
RE: jeongmal mianhae, oppa.
Donghae oppa, im sorry i've treated you badly. i've been a bad girl, i know.... i hugged Heechul oppa because he wanted to cry, not cause i hate you and that i don't love you anymore. it's not like that. please forgive me, jebal? goodnight.
i sended it quickly and pulled my bedsheets. i don't want to loose him, God. I still love Lee Donghae. Please tell him i love him deeply.
(next day)
today is SJ's and SOSHI's day out. We get to spend the whole day with our couples. well if i still had one. -_-"
I watched as the other guys left to have their day, as i wabed them goodbye.
i turned around and went right back to the elevator to my dorm. i stepped inside and pressed the 4th floor button, where my dorm is.
then the elevator stopped at the 3rd floor. The elevator door opened and to my surprise, and stepped in 2 people i knew.
Yonna and Hae. YoonHae. Or whatever you call it.
"Onnie?" Yoona was surprised to see me.
"Oh hi, yoona. " i smiled mildly. i didn't want to look at Hae.
they both stepped inside and held hands. HELD HANDS I say.
Yes.
I tried not to look at them, talking with eachother.
As the elevator entered the 4th floor, i just walked out, leaving a cold unflriendly thought.
then Yoona stopped me.
"onnie,"
i didn't turn around.
"are you mad at me?" she asked soflty.
Hah. Like you're ignoring my face. Of course i am, bitch. -_-"
"No."
Suddenly, Hae said this like he didn't have a sin.
"Sica, aren't you liking this? you like cheating, do you?"
I turned around and dripped a teardrop from my eye. "Aren't you happy?" i asked him that to shut him up.
I walked out the elevator and tried to forgot what just happened.
I ran to my dorm and opened it. I ran to my bed and scremed.
Why did he do that to me???
Chapter 4
Yoona's POV~
I watched as Jessica onnie quickly left the elevator.
I felt empathy for her.
I faced Donghae oppa and held his shoulders.
"Oppa," i started. "Maybe we should be friends."
he glared at me. o.O "Are you saying we should break up?"
"Ne. Nuga sarami saranghaetdeon, nugu boda?" i asked him.
He didn't answer, but i knew he knows the answer.
"Ah. Gamsa. Bye." he walked out the lift on the 5th floor.
I waved goodbye. I knew Donghae didn't love me truley like he loved Sica onnie. It isn't right. I don't want to be figure or an enemy to Sica onnie.
Anyways, i'm happy to see them together. :')
Chapter 5
Hae's POV~
"nuga sarami saranghaetdeon, nuguboda?" those words from Yoona's mouth shut me up.
She was right. I don't love Yoona. I love Jessica. Jessica Jung. I know she cheated on me, but i shouldn't make her cry like that. That was the first time i saw her cry. And the one who made her cry.
(Flash Back, 2 years ago, Sunday, 01.30 am)
"Jung-ya!" i said, running to catch her path. This girl is a fast runner, and i dont even know her well. i spotted her sitting in a corner of SM entertainment's lobby.
"Jung-ya, are you crying?"
she shook her head.
"Uljima. who made you cry? i'll slap whosever face it is. they shouldn't make you cry." i said. i hugged her.
"you will?"
i said YES. "i promise, miss jung."
(end of flashback)
i opened her unlocked dorm door. she was on the floor, holding a knife.
"sica-------"
"you like me like this, don't you? it's okay Hae, i'll back off." she moved the knife closer to her neck.
i grabbed the knife and threw it away from her. "sica, i'm sorry. I know i'm a jerk."
"Sorry?" she stood up and faced me.
"yes. i'm deeply sorry. i cross my heart i am." i said.
then she slapped me. SLAP
ouch.
"do you know what was that for?" she asked.
"............................................................." i was silent.
"because 2 years ago you promised me that you'll keep me forever. and whoever made me cry, you will slap them for me." She wiped a tear.
"but because you made me cry, i'll slap you myself. because i don't dare seeing you slapping and torturing yourself. Saranghaeyo, oppa." she said.
"and oppa, i never cheated on you. i was cheering heechul oppa. I'm never going to leave you. EVER"
I looked in her eyes. i dripped a tear. "I......i....l...love you....too...." i stammered. This was all my fault. i didn't want to listen to her explain. "i'm sorry."
I can see her smiling again. "I know that." she wiped my tear.
I moved the front pony to the left. Ah, the beautiful face i'm seeing.
I smiled and hugged her. "Gwenchanayo. nan sarami saranghaetdeon....neorago."
"jinjja?"
i faced her. "Ne. absolutly, honey."
i leaned over and kissed her cheeks. "saranghaeyo, sica."
Sica's POV~
"So today we're all going to Jeju. Isn't that fun?" Leeteuk oppa announced in front of the bus. We are on a vacation, Destination: Jeju.
"YAY!!!!!!!!!" All the Super Generation members, including our faithfull managers, all cheered together.
i looked at Hae. he was playing with my hands, rubbing and slapping them gently. "You know, sica? you are the only i love"
i smiled and kissed his cheeks, just like he kissed me. "Me too. you're my only fish in my ocean. :)"
He chuckled and smiled a bit. Then he stood up to join the others for a game.
I watched him play. Oh Lee Donghae, you are truley the one i love.
End of Fic~
